DESPERATE ME

Couple moments a go, I thought I was a different kind of girl. I did'nt like to be an average one. I hated girls who too much act like what a woman supposed to be in common ways. Weak, depending, wishing a huge fancy wedding party, need a guy beside always, perform herself as what man likes... Oh, no!

But, after all the harder life through, I think I'll change my mind.

Now, I just want to be an ordinary woman!
With a 9 to 5 job, with a dream of having my own little family, with a stonger and more dominant guy stays beside me, raising a child, who likes high heels, and likes to desperately try being perfect in front of man!

Owwh, how a simple life could be!

Not living with a must wake up earlier at 4 & home late at 21-job, with nobody beside (cos I actually prefer to be), dislikes high heels (cos it hurts my legs), ....

Hhhhhow hard just being me!

(I think I'm in my PMS now, so don't bother with this posting)